OH! Something I forgot. I went yesterday to get my stitches out of my leg. The Doc's words were " It's not cancer...anymore". Apparently it was and my bodies immune system fought it and beat it. And now that I had the spot removed its gone. He did give it a name - a very long weird name with the word spitznoma (or something to that effect) in it. LOL!! He told me to keep a very close eye on the spot and if I see any pigment come back into at all get in there right away - don't wait. So, I won't wait. I waited 1 1/2 or 2 yrs to have this mole removed, out of fear basically. I don't want to be cut on and I don't want to be told that I have cancer. Dying young and leaving my child behind motherless is my one huge irrational fear. One of those irrational fears that leaves you breathless and in tears. I know - I'm retarded!
Anyways, I believe with no doubt that God has touched my boby and healed me. That's what I believe and I'm stinking to it.